February 2012
it was the perfect atmosphere while i was in the shower, the perfect atmosphere to cry, but i didn’t cry, i felt that awful feeling at the pit of my stomach and the welled up feeling in my throat, but my eyes stayed dry. everything on the inside ached, but it didn’t want to bleed through. maybe i’m too heartless to cry now. stupid once again. well at least tomorrow, since...
why did i let a boy with a girlfriend kiss me? i am such a bitch. well to be honest it really doesn’t bother me. not the fact that i probably betrayed this female that i don’t know but the fact he didn’t mean anything to me didn’t bother me. i’m just so empty inside that my heart is just a rotten thing now.
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